Bad or Good?? Memory

Another night spent here in Seremban, Negeri Sembilan. Too much things happened here today. Some even too FRAZ to even think about it.

It is clearly 3:18am in the mornin' already. I guess i will Blog those events of the whole fun, frustratin', shockin', etc. later, not today.

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Intro :

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Bad or good??? I was so inspired from few hours ago, to talk about those feelings, moments and things that can't be undone.<---(EMO) LIL again xD..

I hope I can still maintain this bloggin' thing but i got a life, study is always buggin' me when I want to invest my free time into some other activities...zzzzzzz!!! even it is eff-king sarcastic enough statement i made above, still, I have to take some time to laze around like a real S~OH...

Memory that I indulged in replayin' it again and again---->

1. Love relationship
2. Song indulgence
3. Study life

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1. Love relationship

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Wai Wai o.O

Me n Wai Wai o.O before I presented it to her

I choose to talk about the so called 'Love' experience, it was the first ever feelin' I've experienced. I never know that this is the most unforgettable memory. If I'm being kind, I will judge this break-up or failure to last long in this relationship as a pre-mistake that I made that created this consequence.

Myriad amount of heartaches I gone through, so much of painful loneliness I endured till the very end of it. So much of hatred that were not supposed to be in me. I hated her for leavin' me unclear. I even hated her more when she told me the real reason.

How am I survived? How am I gonna' continue my first semester in my new Uni? Nonetheless, it was ended. I can't even believe it when I make it through the hardest path that I ever taken. As you can see above is a cute lil' TEDDY BEAR, I named it Wai Wai when i Presented it to her. It is back to me after a week.

I guess Wai Wai will be with me forever. Even though I fail in this relationship, I had learned a lot. I got to know how silly I am, I got to know how n when 'faith' is not with us. Ahhhh... LOVE... I can't even get enough of it. Oh god... I realize that I had no more tears to drop...It just hurt too much for me to realize the truth...

I guess it is my life that I can't even got a chance to love somebody that I admired so much. Haizz... But I had tried to love somebody. Just so sad that it didn't work.

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Song of the day :

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Super Human - Chris Brown ft. Keri Hilson

Weak
I had been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak?
Barely eat, on my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see through the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love

I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

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